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Sunday, May 25, 2008

why????

today...
my heart is crumpled...
dont know what to do...
i thought the hurricane is over...
but...
its getting harsher and harsher and harsher...
why??????????
i have done many things for her...
i please her so much...
i care for her...
i bear with her....
doesnt she notice about it??????
when i avoid myself away from her....
she keep asking me why....
she doesnt want me to do that...
once i decided to give my heart...
she is like.....
tring to run away from me...
why??????
have i done something wrong?????
have i made her feel sad?????
am i a burden to her?????
plzzzz......
plzzzz, God.....
show me the way....
show me the sign....
never in my life loving a girl so much....
but ....
she is different.....
i have been approach her almost one year.....
i do not look at other girls except her....
she is the only one....
i follow whatever she wants me to do...
whatever she doesnt want me to do....
i feel sad each time she is sad....
i try to comfort her
but....
she....
is...
not...
giving...
me...
any...
chance....
why??????
tell me why...
am i not good enough for her....
am i not allowed to surf into her heart....
plzzzzz......

Thursday, March 20, 2008

The Crown Of A Man

If hair is a crown of a woman, so what about man????? Some people say money is everything for man. True.....but not in the first place. if this question is being asked to a woman, what do you expect from them?...career...family...prosperity...those are the common things but still not in the first place. here is what few people will say....EGO....yes, its true...something that cannot be seen but very significant to a man. but WHY????.....read this story first and then you think about it....one day, a man attracted to a woman. at first he thought that he was just a normal feeling but....for a few months, he kept dreaming bout the woman even though he tried not to think about her many times. so one day he decided to approach the woman. but sadly, the woman didnt want to have any serious relationship. his heart was really broken at the moment she rejected his love. the man went home and tried to relive his broken heart by telling himself that maybe its was not the right time for him. so he continued his life like usual. for the mean time, he tried to treat the woman like a best friend. but.....the way she treated him after that was not like a best friend but more to a deep relationship. instead of avoiding her, the man followed whatever the woman wanted. its was not because the man was crazy and still wanted her, but he didnt want the woman to feel abandoned. few months later, the man thought about something. why am i still doing things for her even though she doesnt want me to approach her???? he felt like a stupid man following whatever the woman said. so he decided to avoid her little by little so that the woman would think that former doesnt have any feelings to her anymore(even though he had)..........to be continued.........

dont you think that the man had put his ego aside or maybe threw it away. this is not to blame the woman but at least she has to think about the man. the man has done a lot of things to show his love but cant the woman notice i?t....what happen to the man's ego??????it hurts a lot when a love is rejected. it hurts a lot when the ego is threw away. it hurts when doing something that wont be noticed.....at least give a bit of respect to the man. he deserves it....